As far as I can recall, I did not have craving for difficult items when I carried my previous two boys.

During my eldest, I was contended with rose syrup water in every meal and fish curry. My second, I hardly remember craving for anything since I declined almost all food; I ate just not to get hungry. Now in the middle of carrying my third, I craved for difficult food.

It would have been better, perhaps, IF I am staying in KL or KK. In this little island, where sources and eateries are limited.. VERY, I had to cook for the food I wanted to eat. Earlier, it was radish kimchi. Then later it was "kacham ma" chicken dish (mind you I don't even know how to spell it-LOLs-). It's basically a Chinese/Sarawakian chicken stew cooked with special herb called "kacham ma" dish I ate years ago (cooked by a church aunt who have moved back to Miri). Last night I want deep fried minced meat stuffed yam balls (which hubby dearest have not found yet). Told hubby just now after lunch that am going to hunt for some yam and cook it myself. Finger cross that I WILL FIND ATLEAST MY YAM!!!

Dear world,
Here I am trying to explain myself why on earth I went hiatus.. again. It's another swing mode. I think if I ever going to have more children like our elders in the old days, I think I'll turn into somewhat ... lost in connectivity with my brain. Ha! what a word.

Anyway, I just want to tell you that I just knew I had become a grandmother! *giggle* Indirectly of course since my eldest will only turn 7 this year. The westerner call it great-aunt no? But in our local language here, we call it grandmother as well. Yeah... my big family (dad's side) had this big gathering last christmas and I learnt that the eldest daughter from my eldest cousin (to be short... my niece) married and had a baby. How big is my family? My father have 11 siblings and he's the 7th. My grandmother is still healthy and strong (she only had trouble hearing and we need to shout whenever we talk to her).

Till then dear blogger, this granny needs a nap (^^)