This is why I haven't been around much lately. Although I haven't been sick I have been super busy with homeschooling, caring for the kids, and the everyday stuff.
We are still praying for God's provision for our family. Which of course should be our daily prayer if you have no job, a secure job, have no money, or all the money you could ever need. Through this process I have learned that God can do anything, He has so many more sources of provision that we may know. He has provided for us through people giving us money, groceries, gift cards, through unforeseen bookings for Jacob, bills that don't have payments for the month and more that I can't remember. Although I pray for a job for Jacob I know that isn't God's only source of provision.
I know that God is our provider but it is also hard to remember in the moment at times. Jacob and I get weary. How I would love to know that I will be able to buy groceries every week; that we will have gas in the car to get to church, Life Groups, Renee's dance, the doctors. I would like to know that I will have money to give our kids a Christmas gift. To not have to tell the kids we don't have money for whatever they are asking me for (a little toy, a bag of cookies, etc.). To be able to buy the kids things that they need like clothes and shoes. To be able to go out to dinner once in a while just to get out of the house. BUT I know that God will provide for these things and even though I may know see it coming or know how it will be IT WILL BE.
My hope once we are in a secure place is that we don't forget to
only rely on God for our provision. The job is a gift and a means that God uses to provide He is still the source. Although I don't know when the time will come I do know that it will come.
Back to the baby I quickly mentioned at the beginning. I am due May 27, 2012 which makes me currently 13 weeks (on Sunday). The girls are very excited. Nate doesn't really know what he thinks. Rozi says it is a girl; Renee wants it to be a boy so things are even. Jacob and I are just blessed to have another child. We are praying to have another VBAC (vaginal birth after c-section) without complication or need for induction.
All else is going well. I will update the kids blogs (
Renee,
Rozlynn,
Nate) so you can see what is going on with them. You can see what Jacob has been working on at his
blog or his
Facebook fan page (if you don't already be sure to 'Like' his page we are doing a giveaway when we reach 300 likes and it is a great place to read about our specials).
I am hoping to post more regularly but I can't make any promises.
Have a Happy Thanksgiving!